Chapter - 1

"Jinse milna mumkin nahi hota yaad bhi sabse zyada unhi ki aati hai"

(Those whom it is not possible to meet are the ones I remember the most)

The fast winds were blowing Indicating the harshness in the weather the clouds were dark just like her life she was just passing days not living. The person whom she loved the most the person whom she cared the most the person whom she cherished the most was the person who gave her pain the most she was a living corpse back then she lost to her heart and got betrayed and now when she was trying to move on his memories came why is it difficult to forget a person.

The god who changes day into night the god who changes lives the god who changes destiny why is he not taking her pain . Pain of love pain of betrayel pain of loneliness pain of feeling unwanted pain of feeling useless... Sometime she thinks that God doesn't exist but how can she deny the creator ? She tried to forget him but his face still haunts her engrossed in her painful past she failed to notice a person approaching her .

Hey seher how are you . That person said breaking her chain of thoughts which made her forget her surroundings .

I'm fine Zara thanks for asking . How are you . She asked politely Zara is the only person who cared about her selflessly Zara had seen seher dying each and every day she had seen seher going lifeless she has seen her getting nightmares of her past  everyday she had seen her pain she just prays that the pain Seher is in for past 4 years .

Zara can you please pass me the file of patient no. 15 it's a critical case . Said seher focusing on her laptop yes this is seher a girl who was once a chirpy girl who hated working is now working like her life depends on she sometimes skip her meals sleeps very less she is afraid that she might get her nightmares again she don't want to relive those memory that pain which has successfully hidden in that facade of her smiling pain pretending as if nothing happend . But Zara know her better she can fool the whole world but her .

You know you can take a break and eat cuz humans need food to survive and i guess you too need to eat or else my one follower on insta will decrease. Zara said jokingly and seher smiled a little she know why Zara jokes often it's because she is aware of her past her dreadful past she shrugged off her thoughts and nodded her head indicating Zara that she is taking a break. 

The moment she stepped out of cafe lighting strike so loudly that for a moment she thought her soul left the body . She was panting heavily she kept her hand in her chest trying to calm herself she ran towards a shelter in order to prevent herself from getting drenched she thought the rain would stop but the weather was getting worse and worse the lightning strikes again she got scared and suddenly a flashback came infront of her eyes .

Flashback

A girl was dancing in  rain forgetting all her worries it was just her and the rain . Raindrops made her burning heart a little cold then suddenly this soft rain turned into a harsh one she was going from there but suddenly her foot slipped and she closed her eyes ready to kiss the earth but the pain never came she slowly opened her eyes her vision was blurry but she knew who he was the Terminator of her happiness the Terminator of her chirpiness .

Sanam you know if something would have happened to you then I would have lost my toy . He said in his cold yet dominating voice which send chills to her spine . She just wanted to run away from here and hide from him from the world she Wiggled in his arms trying to free herself but his hold on her tighten.

"Stop woggling or else you would be responsible for consequences. He said in a cold tone and she knew that he mean those words she defeatedly looked at him her eyes which some minutes before were having shine in them are now hollow and empty . 'Good girl' he whispered and dragged her with him .

Ours was an arranged marriage seher and I hated it.. Fuck I hate you you could have clearly declined but why the fuck you didn't denied it ?? JUST BECAUSE OF YOU BITCH MY MOTHER IS SAYING THAT IM A CHEATER IM CHEATING ON YOU BUT IM LIKE THIS I CANT STAY WITH ONE WOMAN WHOLE LIFE .  He screamed on top of his lungs showing his hate towards her more tears rolled down her cheeks as she started shivering badly she was already drenched and now his harsh behaviour was not helping at all suddenly she felt a burning sensation on her left cheek as her face turned towards her right with a jerk . It took her a pretty good minute to realise what happened... He slapped her HE SLAPPED HER. She became numb all she thought was that this is the first time someone has ever raised a hand on her she became numb all the pain gone all she remember was he was calling her name and with that the darkness consumed her senses

Flashback ends .....

Tears rolled down her chubby cheek as she relieve those painful memories but how can she hate the person whom she loved the most ? Love is at its place but self respect is at its place there are always difficult situations and tough options but you need to make right decisions and she chose the right path . Rain had stopped by now and she saw Zara coming towards her worridly .

Hey are you ok ? Asked Zara concern lacing in her voice as she examined seher who was a little drenched .

Yeah I'm fine let's go back to hospital. Said seher not wanting to drag this topic further. When they entered the hospital they saw a ruckus  a man was screaming and saying to a patient that I will get you , you are just mine they both immediately rushed towards that patient and seher recognised that she is her patient who was in major depression. She immediately called security and ordered them to take that man out .

YOU ARE JUST MINE MUSKAN JAHANGIR JUST MINE  . That man shouted on the top of her lungs . Muskan was having a panic attack seher and Zahra immediately did her checkup and made her sleep by giving her some pills as it was getting impossible to handle her .

What do you think the man really loves her ? Zara asked seher chopping vegetables. They were now in their apartment changed in the comfortable clothes .

I don't think so the way he was behaving clearly showed that man was a maniac and he was just obsessed with muskan . Said seher doing other chores helping Zara .

Ohh really ? Then what is love in your dictionary? Zara asked her still focusing on her cooking .

Pyar woh nahi jisme aap mehboob ko apna banaye pyar woh hai Jo apko kisi aur ka hone na de

(Love is not the one in which you make your beloved yours , Love is the one who don't let you belong to someone else)

Seher's answer made Zara stop doing her work and look at her with so much sympathy she knows what seher means by this words this is the reason she has not allowed any other man to enter her life from past 4 years she prays for her bestie .

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